70 Merry Christmas

Today is December 22nd. And its two days till Christmas. Merry Christmas to everyone. Christmas is not whats under the tree but rather,whos around the tree instead. For myself it holds any sort of hope that i am jobless at this point in time. And have a hard time working and leaving my home under the conditions that ive lived through. If youd read this story so far you surely understand what im talking about. I can get the fact that something like this could be very easily passed off, as a bogus story. But rest assured this its totally real. And i wished it was not true. As well as if youve read? You could only imagine standing in my shoes. And what each day brings? By all means i actually tried to purchase a firearm yesterday to protect my family in case of a break in and for general turkey hunting. I have in the past been sucessful at a purchase. But now for some reason. My attempt was rejected. Someones still got there fingers in,controlling my life and home here. I am a believer about that? On the firearm purchase? I am now questionable? For my home for sure. I could see it but its been a year and a quarter now. And the authorities have attempted at busting the meth lab nextdoor. And failed. Now we have a so called bees nest. Thats been poked. And esculated so to say. Weve lived this way. We are living in a way to which our freedoms and civil rights have been severly abused. Amoungst my body. Electronic harassment style.The only thing that comes to thought is? We are being held down. Since my last publish. My computer has failed. And my dehumidifier has failed as well. As i had previously mentioned, as this ongoing deprevation of life continues. My dogs are still getting sick around the same times. For some reason its always, just after dark. And by the way if you seen my big rotty in the dark? Youd run too. Shes 140 pounds of warrior. If i had to let her out. The toll that this has taken on my family? Is unbelieveable. My wife and i are on the rocks after being married for 21 years. My charactor has been deformed. And our privacy. Is totally gone. We have nothing,but an empty shell of a home that used to be. My friends all wonder were ive been for the last year and a quarter? As i do not want to impose this issue or threat to them and there family. By going to there homes. As i am typing out this paragraph. The meth lab people are fleeing their driveway.